The Missing Mass!

The Missing Mass!

“It would appear the mass that we saw on your MRI scan has disappeared” these were the words of the surgeon in the recovery area…I was blind, groggy and felt so sick.  “Why can’t I see?” Was my concern never mind the mass. They...
Was Mr H leaving me?

Was Mr H leaving me?

Had Mr H decided to leave me? Back then I wouldn’t have blamed him. I wasn’t the wife he married. Life was so hard for him and for all of us. I didn’t realise at the time quite how hard it was until recently.  Through it all I kept smiling I knew it...
The illness continues….

The illness continues….

There I was strapped to a machine with a hospital gown on, legs and arms tied, a catheter fitted which was attached to a funnel.  I felt like Jesus on the cross.  I tried to crack jokes to ease the seriousness of the staff but nobody laughed apart from me!! #awkward....
When will it happen?

When will it happen?

After surviving septicaemia I was thrown back into normal life. I felt like someone was trying to tell me something with these near death experiences..but what it was I couldn’t tell you.  Life was hard and I had no time for spirit world. I feel terrible writing...
Grief is weird!

Grief is weird!

Grief is a weird one, it can break you, it can make you question your life, it can be the wake up call you need.  I’ll never forget the first time I felt someone’s grief, I was a young child in hospital I suffer with asthma and spent a great part of my...
Protection

Protection

I meet so many people with a spiritual gift! Yet they are terrified to use it. I can totally understand this, I was the exactly the same for many years.  When I was a child the only place I felt safe and secure from spirit was in mass. I come from an Irish...